Today was kinda like THE DAY. Not only am i taking my ftt, but my term results are released today.
Now that the day is drawing to a close, i’m just so very relieved that it’s over.
I passed my ftt :) But my term results are the worst ever having gone through 4 sems at nus.
Strangely, it’s not causing my heart to leak or sending my mind and entire being into spasms. Melissa (who was conveniently online to comfort me and offer words of wisdom) rationalises that perhaps because my cap hasn’t fell below a certain range - i’m not that upset. She also proposed that because my grades in the prev sems aren’t replicated; the disparity sends shock waves, but they aren’t that damaging.
Both sound logical rite…what a bright child she isssss!! :D
But could it (the lack of spasms and the numbness) be a sign that my priorities have shifted?? That now, i realise that there’s more to life than paperchase?? (cliche as it reads) While it’s still important to run the race, i don’t have to be at the forefront or somewhere near there?? That it’s okie to lag behind a little as long as i still make the cut at the end of the day??
I dont’ know really….but whatever it is, I am thankful for those letters that were allocated to me :) And i’m glad that tomorrow is a new day!! I’m not satisfied but i’m contented.
Here’s a wrap to YEAR 2, SEM 2, AY2007/2008 (officially). Watch out for me YEAR 3 SEM 1, AY2008/2009!!
(c: melo
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